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Saturday, July 01, 2006

my engine now is currently down to a zero . exhausted . First of all , i wanna thank by dear Zi Xuan for accompanying me to school early today as being the absent minded me , i left my science workbook under my desk . so i msg her asking her whether she's willingly to accompany me to school the next day to do my science hoemwork she she agreed ! so happy can . haha . before she goes to sleep , both of us chatted in msn then we had a bet . here's the conversation . . .

xuan: my eyeleashers very weird . one side is longer then the other one .

Jolynn: take from syakirin then . his eyeleashers so long . you say " Jolynn got say i can take your eyeleashers ? " (copy from syakirin )

xuan: LOL .

Jolynn: by the way right . how come syakirin suddenly treat me so good ? so concern about me . its weird you know . in the past , he`ll just hack care hack care me but now he's so concern about me . he`ll always want to know about my stuff and everything and things that concern about me . and his feelings towards me is so OBVIOUS now ! its WEIRD `~

xuan: i dunno . to say the truth , if you like him , tell him man ! just tell him and it will n0t cause s0 much miserie . .

Jolynn: why ? i thought he already know that i like him .

xuan: say say say infront of him !

Jolynn: crazy`~ so weird . for no reason suddenly say i love you .

xuan: no no no . its not crazy . *stand in front of Jolynn* o_o ... i love you . =x . lol .

Jolynn: did you tell him this too ?

xuan: ya ya . tomorrow . i`m telling him . i can imagine both of you say " i love you " at the same time . hahah .

Jolynn: i`ll bet he'll say crazy . its impossible man .

xuan: lol . like erm . " aiya Jolynn you say first . " " no lah sya . you say first . " " no no . you say first . "

Jolynn: you watched too much drama series .

xuan: then both side say " i love you " at the same time . * very shy * * face red red * * hold hand and go dating *

Jolynn: lame`~ dont rubbish man `~ tomorrow tell him then . his reaction will sure be very funny .

xuan: if you two like each other , it must not be a secret . if you love him just tell him .

Jolynn: i thought he already know ? whats the need to tell him ?

xuan: no no . i mean if you cant be shy `~

Jolynn: its weird man . suddenly go to him and say " i love you " . i already feel shy when i`m talking to him face to face or we eye contract . if i went to say " i love you " i`ll faint man !

xuan: if you got the guts to say , both of you can go out openly .

Jolynn: but the whole world already know about the relationship or should i say the feelings towards each other .

xuan: just just look at your nick . +[___ śÿà «-(¯`v´¯)-» łÿnn `-//* - aiishiteru - ` f0rever `

Jolynn: we already go out openly . talk to each other openly .

xuan: together ?

Jolynn: we've been like this since last year .

xuan: nopes . you two didn talk to each other .

Jolynn: yes we did . we just spoke to each other just yesterday . only the two of us .

xuan: but you were shy . you seems so uncomfortable . not natural at all . you dont behave like your usual self . must not be shy man . you gotta be like last year . stupid . =.=

Jolynn: last year was different as he only sat the infront of me the left side during maths class and both of us were damn close to each other . both of us kept talking , joking , fooling around together . not only in class but in the canteen , outside too . whenever we see each other , we'll smile to each other then we'll start to talk , joke or fool around . in the hall that time , when he sits beside me , we`'ll just talk and talk and talk . joke and joke and joke . now that we'r in pri 6 , we start to drift apart as we'r in the different class so there's less communication between the both of us . and as both of us know our feelings towards each other , we'll be even more shy .

xuan: its not counted . when you'r pri 5 and pri 6 , you'r still the same person right .

Jolynn: tomorrow you tell him about this if we like each other , we must say . face to face . see what he'll say . *SHOCK* lol .

xuan: he'll definately say OK .

Jolynn: says who . ask him tomorrow then . i`ll bet with you . if he says OK , i give you $1.00 .

xuan: ok . set .

Jolynn: on .

click on the picture for a bigger view . if you still cant see whats the text . i`ll type it out . . .

Dear Jolynn ,

This letter is wrote by me(zi xuan) . if syakirin agrees on what i have wrote here , he'll sign at this paper and you`ll have to acknowledge it .

Sorry if i had hurt you . but i really love you , hope that you will love me like the way i love you .
[ please acknowledge ]

I LOVE YOU -

lol . i find it lame . lol . its not counted ok . she say is to say in face to face . not in the letter . so haha . i win . nvm . i`ll give you one more chance to ask him again . haha . remember . its face to face . hahah .

slept at 1.03a.m last night and woke up ar 5.00a.m ! hell `~ was damn fed up . cause i wanted to print out my vocab work but the bloody printer just wont work . holy ass . waste all my effort in doing it . FUCK `~ then left home at 6.00a.m . sat the same bus as xuan . During our mass exercise was damn hilarious .Shi Nan , Pei Han and all kept fooling around making the class laughed . then the dance was so . . . erm . exaggerate ? lol . when we got back to class , got repremanded by mrs so . again . its about our behaviour again . dots . hello . A class is also a human . why cant we play and fool around ? being in the 6As doesn mean you have to be PERFECT . -.- dots . nvm . shall not go into detail although i remembered the scolding clearly .

during 8.30a.m plus . we had a spot check as a burning magazine and cig was found at the Mother Tongue corner and they are searching for lighter and cig . cause we have to emty our pocket and unluckily , i had my handphone with me . luckily Mrs So didn find out . Then , when i know that they were searching for lighter , i immediately start to PANIC ! cause syakirin has a lighter so is Farhan . both from me . i was really worried for the both of them expecially syakirin . my heart was beating real fast and it was getting faster and faster . i almost cry man . i was afraid that their lighter will be found and will be accused of burning the magazine . my goodness . i was damn freaking worried man . luckily syakirin's lighter was not been found and Farhan didn bring his lighter to school . phew`~

recess time xuan told me that syakirin say that they didn steal their lighter . they were just helping to put gas into it . its so FAKE `~ =x why is syakirin so dumb . get fool so easily . -.- then Farhan even say when syakirin asked for the lighter , they deniel and zulhilmi then wiisper to Farhan telling him that the lighter is in his shoe . underneath his socks ! WTF ! omg my god . i totally hate them . how could they . put in in your sickening shoe . FUCK THEM . i`m so fed up man . nvm . i`ll ask xuan to tell him again . i shan'nt say what i wanna tell him . its a secret . haha . soon , it was Mother Tongue . got damn fucking fed up `~ shall not go into detail . it totally freak me out .

had our supplymentry at 2.00p.m . kind of fun . but i`m feeling damn exhausted . while we were having lunch , cause before we went down , mrs so says bring the food to your mouth not your mouth to the food then Jun Long brought his mouth to his food then Mrs So taught him to eat . so hilarious . Shi Nan was scary . he act 3 plates of rice yet he still complain that he's still hungry ! then cause pei han sat at the same table as me and shi min to do his homework then he asked me how to do but i had forgotten . so when shi min is teaching him , i say " no no . is light energy . . . . " then shi min say " ai yah . your wife know you ask her lah . " -___-" cause we were sitting down for mrs so to arrived then when pei han was walking , JJ and Jun Long asked him to sit with him but he didn want to . he then came to the back and sat beside me . -.- at 4.00p.m , had remidial . it was fun . yea `~ hhaha . sat behind pei han . sat beside shi min . was damn hilarious . shi min kept talking about what pei han what what what . then pei han will always turn his head around and looked at me . -.- then shi min say " wahh . you see . he so concern about you . " after that shi min say " pei han really care alot bout you . cause ytd i talked on the phone with him . . . . " lol . didn get to finish cause mrs so already started teaching . then pei han spray water on my table . -.- then i use my book and clean on his uniform . haha . cause my pencil box i hang a white pig then he kept playing with it . =.= then Mrs So sang to the class . hahaha . so funny . after all the laughter and everything , it was dismissal time ! while on the way walking , Mrs So called shi nan cause he was fooling around then shi nan say " Mrs So , my ball drop " then Mrs So laughed . after that pei han and a few boys say " mrs so , shi nan call you . " then mrs so say " yes shi nan ? what happen to your ball again ? " lol . then chin min pretended his "ball" was on his hand then mrs so say " you should treat your ball with respect you know . " hahahah . so hilarious . ! then outside the school dan ying and jian jie told me that ravinder , nazrin and etc got beaten by juying sec 2 pupil beat them up . they punched , slap and kick them . ahhaha . SERVE THEM RIGHT . guess what , ravinder and all called the police . COWARD ! then police came . and they question jian jie cause ravinder say he's the witness . lol . then i scolded jian jie saying why he's so dumb . he should not help RAVINDER and all . after that pei han came and he kept spraying water at me . shi nan too . -.-.

well . after i finished with my new blog skin , i`ll make my blog into private . so yea . . . haha . a password is needed before you can view my blog . i dont really like other people to know about my stuff unless you'r my close friends , sister and brothers . yea . so ha . ciaos`~

MRS SO GAVE LOTS OF HOMEWORK ! SHIT > VOCAB AGAIN . AND MANY MORE . SO WHAT IF MONDAY ITS A HOLIDAY . HELLO . ITS ONLY ONE DAY . ONE DAY . 6A MEANS 6A .

- what cause the sudden change in you ? -

- are you serious ? -

- everytime you'r near , i feel that i`m in heaven . -

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